San Diego

I took my first trip to San Diego since we spread my moms ashes. I thought it was going to be really hard. The first day was. I went to Cornado to see her. Liz went with me so I had some support. It was hard. I spent the week dealing with things in my life and trying to move on. I feel now like I have truly been able to move on a little from where I've been stuck since July 2008. I now know that I am not alone as I previously thought. I have friends and family who love and care for me and just want the best for me. I am happy with where my life is going for the first time in a LONG time. And all of this was discovered in a week in San Diego. Thanks mom for helping me through this. I love you.

I've spent the last year helping plan Liz's wedding. Now it's over and I don't know what to do. All I have to focus on is this stupid divorce that is stressing me out. I know it shouldn't bother me as much as it does but I don't know how not to let it. It feels like there is always something going on. I still hope that one day I will get the opportunity to just relax and have a few days without stress.